thankful...

i am thankful for my life, my family and friends. I am thankful for all of the things that i have and the things i don't. have to wrap up my blog...bye 4 now!

under construction

today has been a long day..feeling a little under the weather but I will live. cant wait to get home and get in the bed with my baby girl Mikaylah. I miss her so much when I am at school but as soon as i get home..she gets on my last nerve! what can I say?? kids.. gotta love them.lol

i'm loving it

i love my life and the people in it... not all the people, but most of them. one in particular that i dont like is my baby daddy. he gets on my nerves and he acts like a kid. i need to pray about this situation. i need to get away from this place that i am in. i feel like he is a downfall to me and i need to move on with my life...ASAP.

have a great blogging day my followers!!!

open your eyes..

i was always told that i should go with my gut feeling...everything you do in the dark will come to the light. I just wonder why it took me eight years to realize that the one that I love...is a whore. Played me so many times and i can't seem to walk away. Play me once, shame on you. Play me twice,shame on me..Play me for eight years..who is the fool??? wash my hands, i am thru. I had a long weekend...too much to blog about.

my children

i wanted to blog about my kids today... i have three. My oldest is 11, her name is jah-asia. My second oldest is Jah-Heim and he is 7..and my youngest angel's name is Mikaylah Carol Ann,and she is 1 years old. My kids are my world and honestly, i think i would be dead or in big trouble. Sometimes they get on my nerves and i want to punch them in the throat..but all in all..i love them and i would give my last breath for any of them. And noooooo...i wouldn't actually punch them in the throat..but they are bad from time to time.lol

i am better today

i know yall are probably tired of hearing about my life problems... i am too. i went to church last sunday and it seemed like everything the pastor was talking about was about me. i felt like 20 pounds was lifted off my shoulders when i left the service...i am not a very religious girl but i was really feeling the things that he said. and another thing...the pastor wasn't reading out of the bible...he was on a kindle!!! people in 2011.... and i am signing out my good blogging people. Untill next time.......

people be getting on my nerves.....

people are so fake these days....even family sometimes.i need to extiguish them out of my life and try and do more positive things for me and my children. i could go into this and tell you guys exactly who i am talking about, but it would take too long.  i know the things that i need to do and change in my life...im just going to give it to god and take it one day at a time. #don't judge me(=

omg

my life...omg....where would you like me to start??? when will it end?? i feel like i have haters all around..i feel like i need a change in my life and atmosphere.... dear god, make me a bird so i can fly far, far away from here......... my life....omg!